HAHA. There isnt anything going on between her and I. It’s one of the many inside jokes we have. That and the drugs and a couple others are only inside jokes. No needa worry (:
Yeah, whats up with you and Clarisse? Instagram said sex at her house, whats that bout?
I know there are 225 miles between us, yet i feel so close to you. I feel as if there was barely any. Here you are sleeping infront of the computer. You are too stubborn to even turn off the light and are trying so hard to fight your sleep. Yet we both know you are exhausted. I try to keep myself entertained while i watch you sleep yet there is nothing i would rather do than just stare at you. As creepy as it might sound, i just want to watch you sleep. After everything you have been throguh today, you are so peaceful when you sleep. You soul is completely at peace. There is something so magical about that. I could just sit here and stare. Stare are how absolutely beautiful you are. Stare at the stillness of your body and your closed eyes. Stare at those perfect lips that I so desperately wish I could kiss. Your face showing no emotion, yet it is so perfect because I know that you are dreaming. I sometimes wonder what your dreams are about, how they reflect your thoughts and how they relate to you. I just wish I could hold you tight to my body, shoo everything that might upset you away, reassure you that you are safe with me and most importantly show you how much i care about you. Let you know that the only thing i wish for is to see you smile. See that gorgeous smile of yours and never see you upset again. Yet, I know that I cant protect you form that big bad world out there because there are things that are beyond my control. However, what I do know is that i can treasure your precious heart and take care of you. I know im far away and sometimes distance is tough. Yet, i want you to feel as if i never left ur side in the first place. I never want you to feel alone, because even though i might not be physically there my heart will always be with you. You have me captivated and mesmerized. I dont know how else to describe it. I am falling so damn hard for you, yet as i always say. Im not afraid. Im not afraid because i know that what we have is something special. What we have is something i have never found with anyone else. There is just something about you that I cant fully grasp and express what it is. It is something precious. You are precious. I will never stop telling you that because i believe it with every inch of my body. You are special and I am blessed to have you in my life.
i like you. please dont ever forget that.